I am feeling really down again. Think it is probably because Paul is away and the Girls were meant to be coming over but I got blown out. I am just allowing myself to mope and it is not on.
Driving home was scary, lightning and things hitting my car, heavy down pours and so much water on the road but just as I got home I could see light on the horizon, then blue sky then the lovely rainbow. Not a brilliant photo I know but my phone isn't the best.
Talked to Paul when I got home and he could tell I wasn't very happy - after he hung up he sent me a message saying that he would take me out to dinner on Saturday and just now he has text me to say he loves me and misses me.
Gonna take a deep breath, put my head up high, a smile on my face and go and listen to Harry Potter on CD while I cook me a pumpkin feast. I should make the most of the me time, not mope about.
3 comments:
I've been feeling the same way. But sometimes its ok to mope if you choose to. Thats such a great guy you got there, what a lovely text!!
Hope your'e feeling more up (or being felt up!) soon.
Hope Harry P made you feel better.
I have the monthly angst at the moment, too. It sucks.
Paul sounds lovely lovely.
Sounds like you have a good ne there in Paul, maybe I'll find my Paul soon.... :)
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